The Loss

8 Oct
A little over a week ago I emailed Allan to remove myself from the challenge because I found out I was expecting.
Little did I know that two days later that pregnancy would end in miscarriage. My husband and I are both very distraught and working on coming to terms with this very unfortunate and unforeseen event in our lives. We were both very excited to be parents again and now we are just clinging to our faith, each other, and our son. 
My husband has been such a rock for me through this struggle, I can’t thank him enough. A few days after the miscarriage happened I came home from work to these beautiful flowers.
My favorite, Star Gazer lilies and a single pink rose.
I was very early in my pregnancy. We did not know the gender of the baby at all. It’s amazing how much love you can have for someone that was only a part of you for about 4 weeks. We have decided to name the baby “Skye”. 
My dear Skye, I love you and I know you are loved and safe in heaven with Jesus. Love, Mommy.

2 Responses to “The Loss”

  1. mamic47 October 9, 2012 at 3:25 am #

    Skye is a beautiful name my dear. I’m glad you gave him or her a name. I know your baby is looking down from heaven, watching your family and waiting for the day you can meet each other! Stay strong, dear one, you have good friends and family surrounding you, ready to give you the support you need to make it through this storm! We love you Mayes family!!!! You are in our constant prayers. =)

  2. Crys October 25, 2012 at 2:26 am #

    RustiAnn, I’m so sorry to hear about your life. I went through it in 2009 and it’s devastating. You can become so attached so quickly. Praying for peace of mind for you and your husband. There’s another angel for you.

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